10/25/2004

Waste many time

Time is always not enough. Althought I quit clubs to get more free time. But it still don't know how to arrange my time. I sacrifice my sleep time, but I gain many time to establish contact my old friend. Because I busied for clubs all the time in the past, I don't have time to accompany my frinds. Everyday is club, club, and clubs. It seems I just put my clubs' time to establish contract my friends. So I still don't have enough time to use. Face much pressure of schoolwork and my dream. It is still not in optimization. I really hate myself. Want to do many things but it still not work day by day. Only because my poor past. NO.....