How come?

I borrow ten books from librarys.
The mostof my books are about health and massage.
I want to massage to wei everday!
I hope it can really help her!
Because she is very poor!
And the top priority is that help wei quit the smoke.
Smoke can really hurt her health.

Today I went to church to help them provide christmas gift to the poor.
I think it is really fun!
It is been a long time I don't have service heart!
Do I love it?
I don't know why!
I am really tired and do nothing!
I hope tomorrow can be better!

Is it true?

It's been so long time I never write it down the blog!
Why?
I want to write my sense And sensibility
I always miss wei
But why
I don't know
Can I be her friend for ten years?
I really want to do that!
Can I?
If we love each other maybe we can not do well our job!
That's very terrible!
I am very annoyed!
I don't know how to do!
This time!
Will time solve it?