How come?

I borrow ten books from librarys.
The mostof my books are about health and massage.
I want to massage to wei everday!
I hope it can really help her!
Because she is very poor!
And the top priority is that help wei quit the smoke.
Smoke can really hurt her health.

Today I went to church to help them provide christmas gift to the poor.
I think it is really fun!
It is been a long time I don't have service heart!
Do I love it?
I don't know why!
I am really tired and do nothing!
I hope tomorrow can be better!

Is it true?

It's been so long time I never write it down the blog!
Why?
I want to write my sense And sensibility
I always miss wei
But why
I don't know
Can I be her friend for ten years?
I really want to do that!
Can I?
If we love each other maybe we can not do well our job!
That's very terrible!
I am very annoyed!
I don't know how to do!
This time!
Will time solve it?

love and be loved

I am very to find my lover,wei-wei. Recently, I feel Wei is more trust me, think we are friends. But why I dont have that emotional impulse in my mind, I will think it is ordinary. But when Mimi went to my room and saw the movie together! I love that feel I sense that make me really happy. At first, Mimi were viewed as my sister, but now I don't know what is true! I want to love Wei view as my girlfriend, and love Mimi view as my sister. But I don't know how to discriminate girl friend from sister. Maybe others will think I am so passionate, as a matter of fact don't like them. But I think they are difference. I love Friends why they can have a love and still have good friends. But I think the same situation in taiwan can not be true. And I won't deceive anyone, maybe time will let me find the answer, the optimum answer. I don't want to hurt anyone so I will make a choice to fit this situation. I just want a hug from my truely lover, I never have it from my parents, friends, and my dear. It's my dream. And I really want to dream come true.

I don't know

Why? I make my best effort for financial management, but I can not do well the test. I think YTM is not important. But why it have high freqqncy in the midterm! It's very easy, I just can remember the formula clearly. Because of the YTM, I failed this midterm, even I prepare for it more than 30 hours. I just want to cry now! But I know I can not cry forever. From now I should pay attention to all the subject, I don't want to see this problem twice. So I hope I can know every things that I won't lose any credits from my anyone!

midterm

Oh my god. Midterm is just comming. I have many test. I slected too many class to do well these class. I have eleven test in midterm. It is more 4~6 test than my friend. And they are not just nutrition credit point, these class are very hard. Although I think they are very useful, I can not all learn it well. I have many stressed day by day. Recently, I feel go to school is boring and very tired. I don't have time to relax in school. I have averge 7 classes every day. I just want to learn the most things in the short time. But... It is really too hard. I estimate myself too high. As a matter of fact, I don't want to waste to study easy things, but sometime foundation is very important. I listened a discourse yesterday, it really encourage me a lot. So I want to use my all time to meke me become mature. And the first things I should do is let computer time to be less. I just make the best effort to make to true.

like a girl

Recently, I like a girl her name is wei-wei. I really want to let her to be my girl friend! HA HA. But I just want to let her happy everyday. Although my appearance is not bad, and I have many friends are girl.But I never fall in love before. In Shin Hsin University, I always greeted with my friend from front door to back door. Just greet with others all the day. It's so funny. And my friends always said they think I have a very nice, cute and smart girl friend. But it is not ture. I never have girl friend!! Poor me! So I don't know how to make a girl frind. I just know make my best effort let her happy. But she is a bad girl! Always sleep in the wrong time so she ususally don't go to school. When her classmate is in class, she is sleeping in her room. My God!!! So I always call her in the morning just want to let her go to school on time. But she still like to sleep, and she don't want to leave her warm bed. Today I get up for one hour, but she just go to bed. I don't know how to say. She is very crazy, and she drink a lot want to paralysis herself. But it is no use. The probem won't leave. I talk her many times. But... Mmmm when I first time know her, she is very cute and just rely on her own effort, I really like this kind of girl, how to handle herself. Because many people can not be independent, always need others help. I know everyone can not live by themself, but... Idon't know.
GO GO GO!!!
You have many work to do!
Don't waste any time.

Waste many time

Time is always not enough. Althought I quit clubs to get more free time. But it still don't know how to arrange my time. I sacrifice my sleep time, but I gain many time to establish contact my old friend. Because I busied for clubs all the time in the past, I don't have time to accompany my frinds. Everyday is club, club, and clubs. It seems I just put my clubs' time to establish contract my friends. So I still don't have enough time to use. Face much pressure of schoolwork and my dream. It is still not in optimization. I really hate myself. Want to do many things but it still not work day by day. Only because my poor past. NO.....

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it is my first time to try blog in english.
It seems very fun.
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