Just to eat!

Last night I and my partners went to the guide teacher's home. And we had a very good dinner. We ate sushi and cheese cakes which made by Wu-ma, a very good talent cook. And I helped something for her. So I am a good cook. Ha ha!!

Why I don't want to type.
My heart is so cold.

A teeth doctor wrote a letter to me.
She want me to help her something.
Although I very want to help her at first.
But I have other job to challange me.
I want to learn something.
And I want to have some challange.
It's very hard to choose.

Poor!

Although I go to church many times. But I still don't understand God. And I have many questions. I want to solve it. Try to find the answers. Ask my teachers. But they seems don't like to answer me. Maybe I should take a rest. Wait a long time. Maybe I can understand the bible. Or I just find many questions. And I can not answer it. Although I believe God. But I think it have something odd. And these days I always try to improve my teeth. Because my teeth may caulse many problems. But the money is very horrible. I should pay a lot of time to do part time job that can afford the charge. The last I hate Blog now because I can not type Enter. lol

Emergency

Wow! What's happend. I can not press enter. NO... Maybe I should change my type style. Let me think what I do today. At first go back home to handle my school loan. Because I get my room in Taipei is already 1400. And the bank close time is 1530. So I should more fast or I will fail to handle this loan. But it is very lucky. All the process is very smooth. So I just take about 90 minutes handle over this loan. Ha Ha!!! It is very on time. And the night I started to study 50 sound again. It is my forth time to learn Japanese. And this time I make my best effort to learn again don't forget it again. And I hope I can go to attend adult ceremony in Japan next year.

Poor me

I got a heavy cold.
And hard to breathe.
I want to talk someone.
But no one hear me.
At first I think I will die.
Because it is really hard to bear.
Just can not absorb the air.
Even I try my best effort to breathe.
But it is no use.
I am very afraid of I will die.
Fortunately, Father have the medicine.
So I can breathe again.
Fortunately, I am in my home.
If I am in taipei.
Maybe I will die.
It is a very unforgettable experience.
And now I will bring the medicine anytime.

Garbage!!!

Father always read book.
Even he is so tired at 2:00AM.
But I just do nothing.
I am a student.
But I don't read any books.
I feel too bad.

And Today I clean many things.
I put away many garbage from my room.
Clean many books about 170CM more high than me.
Lu la la!!!

Swimming

I don't know why?
Just want to go to swimming pool.
Every time when I see the sun.
I want to do something.
But I still have something to do.
And today I ask Wei give me a ticket which is swmming pool.
So tomorrow I just can go to swim.
Although I have other ticket to swimming pool in Chengchi University.
But that water is so cold.
I am very afraid of cold.
Ha Ha!!!
And I want to see that eat-don swimming pool is a funny pool?
Ha Ha.

These days I think I cost many money.
About 400.
Poor me...
But it is OK.
If Wei can recover soon.
Wei still have a heavy cold.
When I hear her couch my heart just fell very bad and hurt.
And Wei still don't want me take her to see a doctor.
I really don't know how to do for her sick.
Damn it.

Better on.
I read over a book which land from Wei.
It is a really great book talkng about critical thinking.
And I still have many books to read.

Later on.
I just go to the church to pray.
Hope that can let me know god.
I want that can smooth my mind.
Because of Wei my heart can obey the rule.
I am very easy be effect by others.
I think so.
Ha Ha!!!

Stupid me.

I get up so late today.
And I just get up at 0640.
But why I just sut up at 0900.
So I late to the class.
It is too bad.
I am late again.
The guider tell me late is the very bad thing.
But why I still can obey it.
I want to be a good guy.
But I still so lazy.

Last night I feel so bad. Because of Wei.
But now I feel better now.
Thanks for mom she massage to me.
And she give me a cream which isvery good for me.
And it can realx for me .
Last night It is so amazing.
At first my leg is so tight.
But when I use that cream.
It just realx my leg to be so soft.And feel so nice..
And that cream is so expensive .
It cost 4200 .
Wow!!!
Really expensive.
And it only can use about ten times.
And I hope it can change my healthy.
I feel better now.
Ha Ha HA!
Or I can say lu lala.
It is said franchmeans haha.
It is so funny.
And I learn it from Mishelle.
and later on I want to take Wei to change her card.
And take her to tsee a doctor.
I think She have a heavy cold.
But I don't know she will let me take her.
I just want her be good.
But she still don't let me be.

And now I study photoshop.
As a matter of fact.
I learn it before.
But Why I forget it again.
And Now I should pay the money to learn.
I hate this sense.
Although it is very funny.
But I really hate I forget the thing so quickly.
And now is 1200.
Just can go out the class.
Today's course is really boring.
I like last class better.
Today is so bored.
So I typing so many words.
I just say sorry.
Lu la la.

Doubt about many things

These days I doubt about many things.
I don't know why?
But I think the most important thing is realted Wei.
I like her.
But why so many people tell me give up her.
She is a bad girl not worth to me.
But I still won't change my mind.
And now I not only like her but I want to help her.
I know someting I think is good.
But it is not as good for her.
It is all I want.
Shall we love all the people?
I want!!!
But why many people think it is not real.
I love every is the same.
But why you think I have attempt.
I don't know.
Wei is the first people I want really love her.
But happend many things.
And she is still afraid of me.
She afraid she will like me.
But why?
Why you so close yourself.
I know you afraid hurt again.
So I give you and me ten years to be a friend.
But you still afraid of it.
But it is not the important.
Why you still love you ex-boyfriend.
Miss your ex-boyfriend.
You know he hurt you so deeply.
You know he is a really bad guy.
But why you still love him miss him.
I don't want you hurt again.
BUT YOU SAID YOU FEEL HAPPYNESS WHEN YOU HAVE A SEX WITH EX-BOYFRIEND.
You know my heart is really hurt.
Really hurt.

Final term

Final term is going to end.
It is a very good thing.
And I just want to celebrate it.
But tomorrow still have a heavy subject Microeconomic.
It is very hard to pass and hard to understand.
And now I don't have smooth and steady mind to study.
It is so terrible.
I want to get the high scores tomorrow.
So when I go out of school soon after went my home to study.
But I just read a news paper.
It is too bad.
Recently I set free the cat.
But daidai is a very elfish cat.
Daidai usually let the item fall into the floor.
And daidai like to use her claws to destroy the furniture.
Many furnitur are broken from daidai.
It is not a good thing.
I don't know how to do.
Help me God!!!

And recently I thing Wei have something different.
I don't know if I send her the messages at this Monday.
Maybe some words hurt her or not.
I just think something different.
I am a really stupid guy.
I don't know how to make a girl whom I like happy.
I think I am really bad guy.
But I just want to like her and love her.
But I don't know how to do.
Although I want to do many things.
But it will something struggle me.
I really hate myself.
Damn it.

Car accident

The day before yesterday I have a car accident.
Because Wei catch the camera lens I am afraid it will be broken.
I am a little angry, and that is just play, I know Wei don't like to take a picture.
But I just play with her, because it don't have film in the camera.
So I don't know why I rode the motorcycle very fast.
That a car urgent turn left, I can not feel that so I urgent put the brakes.
The better things is I am safe and don't ruin other's car.
I don't have money to compensate for the break.
And my motorcycle just got a little break.
I repair it for 1000 dollars.
I feel the pangs of heart about the money.
And my left leg get some hurt.
Just a little cut.
But I don't know why my head usually pain.
I don't hurt my head.
But why I am usually headache.

Today is the first day of my final exam.
I think it is OK about today's test.
And today should pay more attention to the text book.
Make my most effort to pass the final exam.
GO GO GO!!!

Wei

Wei come to my hurse yesterday.
I don't know why.
But I love it.
Although I have something to do.

Today I am a photographer for a discussion by apartment.
I am very tired.
Take the camera all the day.
And up and down stair many times from 7 to 12.
And I have some disappointment because I don't see the someone I want to see.
But something good is I saw a cute girl.
But it's OK, just looking.

Today I have read the Bible for two chapters.
I know it's very slow.
But I really did it.
And I pray for many times.
Maybe I am already love to pray.
Ha Ha!!!
It's so funny!!!

Long time no see

It is been a long time I never been to here.
At first I want to write it down every day.
But I am still a lazy boy.
My club have some one help me in the long run.
I am very express.
And today I want home to get Bible and two warm marchine.
And I want to give the better one warm machine to Wei.
I don't want she feel cold.
Because she's health is not very well.
And she usually hert herself by smoking and drinking.
I very hate her behaivor.
But my suggest never useful for her.
Some time I very hate myself.

About the Bible!
I don't know why I am talking about God I always feel something special in my mind.
So I start to catch the God.
Start to read the Bible.
But I hope I can do it steady.
I think I am a three minutes hot degree person.
And I start to pray and talk with God.
Well... today I am already pray 6 times.
So funny!!!

I want to pass the final exam.

And I very like Wei.
I am very want to use love this word but I don't know if I can use it, can't I?
My dear Wei, don't cry!!!